gettiin ready to put the kids to bed..I have to lay down with them or it's a no go...I'll be back later maybe and put up some tunes...I'm in a mood but we'll have to see what that may be...right now I don't have a clue...I'm kinda just out there...been a long day...lots on my mind...think I put the puzzle together...weird at any rate...maybe tonight at Cracker's I can lay it down how I'm feelin' ...we shall see...but its 'been so long since I felt like anything...that is the crux of the problem...maybe I don't even need to...maybe I should just relax and enjoy the ride...there are reasons for things bein the way they are...sometimes we understand it and sometimes we don't...but I think if you be quiet long enough and think about anything that happens to be goin on in your life...the answer will just come to you...the key is learnin to be quiet....I can't do it here on the internet...I have to pull back...read...and then it is easier to lay the book down...lay and be quiet...ride and be quiet..don't think...rest your brain...I have something facin me right now that I don't want to..I have no choice..it's there and it's real...so kids...I'll walk my path...ponder my steps....learn to be quiet...you all have a great Fourth of July...