has anybody discovered a way to scream here?

it's one of those nights...I stand at the cross-roads...you know...when pushed I am not a nice person...I don't push...and don't like to be pushed...one time years ago I lived with this ole boy ,Virgil, was his name...stood about 6'4"...hair as black as a jet..had his leg cut off in a motorcycle accident when he was 21...bad business that...anyway...we had a good time with that wooden leg ...but thats another post ...I was about 17 at the time and we lived out in the country in a little farm house with another couple...he had a buddy come in one night and they left together...leavein me at home alone...so I loaded all his clothes up and put them in the wood stove and burned them ...all...when he came home the next day I didn't say nothin'...him and his buddy drove us into town...I rode in the back seat...we pulled in to get hambugers and I told him what I did...he back-handed me and gave me a bloody nose...I didn't give a shit...his clothes was still burned...

 

The Tractor show for my area opens today and so I'm gettin ready to head out..wanted to give the kids an up-date on what their ole Momma is up to today...Lawrence and Patty came to see me last night...Lawrence is the guy I have helpin' me out at the house...anyway...he thinks he has a buyer for some of the stuff I thought was scrap...but he told me if I let him alone he would turn it all into money...and since he was Ronnies friend and they are alot alike...I'm going to trust this guy...to a point...but I'm gonna let him do what he has to do...feels good not to have to worry with it...but I have to get Jimmy's trailer loaded ...today...tractor show is three days long...I'm gonna check it out..I'm sure some ole grandpa or two or three will be hangin' around...head cold has tried to settle in my chest...am keepin an eye on that..talked to Louie this mornin'...she is doin' great...had a nice long chat...Carrie has gone into town...she seems to have all her ducks in a row..thats about it kiddo's...Momma has gotta get up and at it...know all is well on the home front...Momma loves ya

UP-DATE: I'm supposed to meet the guy in the mornin'...he wants to buy it all and is willin to take it all down!!!I'm doin the dance of joy here...not only that ..junk prices have gone up ROCK ON MOM!!!