I've had a day...my best friend, Bill, has made up his mind to move to Washington state...I will be lost without him...I do mean lost..he is about the only close friend I have here and on top of all the other chit goin on in my life right now,,,he does this...I guess I can understand it...his daughter is there and he is gettin old and doesn't want to be alone any more..so I know it's for his own well being that he is going away..and he is in just a couple of weeks...I went there today and went with him around to the ponds to feed the fish..maybe because I got so much other chit goin on it made me start cryin'..so I left...I don't know if I will go back...he has been there for me ever since Ronnie died and on top of everything else...it just feels like a real bummer...life is a bitch...a double barrel bitch..