I'm tryin real hard to keep my cool here...so I want to ask anyone passin through here ...is my freakin blog on default...is something wrong on my end...somehow all my chit is lost and I can't get it back...so is it on default?...yes or no?

Well, here I am..my oldest daughter took the kids home with her so I could rest and so while it was quiet I thought I would stop by and see how everyone was doing...won't be long kids and I will have my life back...feels good just to get to be here w/o havin' to jump and run....I wish you could see my keyboard...you would not wonder what is wrong with my computer...later...I will re-place it..I've about deceided to move to the next town over..I lived there when I was a kid..or a much younger woman/child...it's on the railroad line and so I would have that to run up and down the line on...be cool to me...I've had a love affair with railroads and rail;roaders for a long number of years...to many to think of or name...but there is something soothing to my soul in the sound of a train...I lived next to the railyard when I was in my teens and just the sound of the engines sittin in the yard could make me fall asleep....

long life...it has been a long life kiddo's...
I hope everyone is havin' a nice week-end...the sun is shinin here and it is glorious...truely it is...I guess I should close this and float around the stream and see how everyomne is doin'...you all behave and if you can't behave...be sanitary...love ya..later gaters...
Cracker

I don't have a clue as to what the hell is going on with this computer...it went all the way out...I've had it unplugged for two days and tonight was able to get it runnin aagain..or I guess it's really this mornin'...I'm not gonna be around much for the next few days or so anyway...but wanted to tell you all how much I've missed bein here and hope all is well with everyone...my life has been changin so fast that I can't keep up...don't know if I should chit or go blind...but soon...I will be back in full swing...I hope....I've had so much chit happen that I don't think I could write about it now if I wanted to...I'm just tryin to maintain cause I have to...I'm movein to another city...or town...something...also I'm checkin the trains out and see what kind of deal I can find to go...just go...I would like to leave here until everyone forgets my name...wonder how long that would take?...a couple of hours..hahaha...I bet not that long...but anyway...I gotta find some space...some breathin room and it is not gonna happen unless I make it happen ...so don't forget me while I'm gone...I'll be around as I can...remember...if it was up to me and just the way I like it...I would be here every night raisin' hell ...my life has not been my own for some months now but I'm gettin ready to reclaim it...I love and miss you all...later gaters.. Cracker

You know, this chit is not funny...first...tonight my background disappeared...then it set itself at default...I have not figured out how it is doing all this fancy chit on its own...but since I'm not doing it..and no one else knows what my password is(I hope)...I can't understand what is going on...right now I am not in a mood to deal with it...but I will be back and I will deal with it...